Monday, March 26, 2012

this is how it is.

our life changed really fast. like in a week. it kind of sucks.

brad was just going to school full time, i had been wanting and he had been wanting too, for him to get a job. well, he did. i just didn't expect him to be gone ALL THE TIME. well he was. and there was an end in sight, because he was just in training.... well, training came and went, and we got a call from the stake president. we went in and brad got called to be our ward clerk.

which meant he is  going to be gone on wednesday nights and sundays pretty much all day long... hmmm..... what a delight. so now he works monday, tuesday, thursday, friday, and saturday nights. he is at the bishopric meetings on wednesday nights and we have family dinner on sunday nights. brad also has school on monday, wednesday and friday and i work on wednesday. that leaves us tuesday and thursday mornings to see each other and to be together as a family.

it freaking sucks.

i am glad he got his calling, i am glad he got his job. i just thought that we would still see each other. and we don't. and i am a little lonely. and it's sad because he doesn't hardly get to see the kids, and heaven knows when he is doing his homework... and working out just went out the window....i am just sitting at home feeling sorry for myself. no big deal. things will be ok.


Avree said...

I'm so sorry! You have every right to feel like this is hard! I'm glad Brad got a new job and I'm sure you guys will be blessed through his calling but it is just so hard to be home with kids and very little relief. Good luck!

Jill said...

I am sorry I FEEL for ya, do I ever! This too shall pass, or at least that is what I keep telling myself. Wish I could be in UT to hang out. ((hugs))

Crystal ~Skittle Bug~ said...

Oh Sav, I'm sorry. :( We should video chat some times! That's what I do when I'm lonely... I know it's not a solution to your problem, but still. It'd be fun to chat with ya sometimes. :) Are you still coming to D-land in May? I hope so!